"Beautiful Mess" spread — Soul Journal Entry January 3, 2013
Still attempting to clean up my insides...
I don't know what I am trying to say here. Obviously.
The first layer is a letter of apology. Which of course has to be covered in collage—my favorite lock on my diary entries.
"Some Kind of Pedestal" — Soul Journal Entry January 3, 2013
Then on the left hand, I see I am naked...
bare...
on a pedestal...
reaching...
possibly for my halo that no longer exists.
"Beautiful Mess" — Soul Journal Entry Janurary 3, 2013
On the other, I am no longer on a pedestal, but I am still reaching. I've given up on my halo and would settle for a little enlightenment now. But my consciousness is a dusty moth, not a butterfly.
Then there is the dead fish hanging out to rot there next to me...and a slow moving caterpillar on the bottom right. They mean something, too, I'm sure.
Maybe you can see something in there I don't. Any interpretations out there?
I'm still working it all out. It isn't getting prettier. The page I started today is HELLA hideous. Just wait...you'll see.
Namaste,
Shannan
A caterpillar means that a butterfly is in the future ... (:
Posted by: roxanne | January 05, 2013 at 12:58 AM